maybe i should.

2009-03-04T08:07:00.000-08:00

cant wait to see them again this friday !
i'm having sort of a love-hate relationship with this coming friday...
so much so that i'm confused and sleepless at nights :(

thankfully, i have work to keep me busy busy busy :)
today was such an eventful day!
ju, benny and i managed to visit mother queen at vivo starbucks ! (:
haha it was definitely "mission impossible" !
chasing after the bus so as to save time
asked info counter the whereabouts of my mother queen...
jay-walking to get to another bustop cos the traffic light was a dist away !
almost got lost on our way back but thanks to the friendly bus driver,
we got back to office safely and i think, it should be on time :P
hahaha FRUITFUL.

cherie made signature hot chocolate for benny, white chocolate mocca blended cream for me and chai tea blended cream for ju :)
so shiok, if my boss were to put it
hahaha :D

Our colleagues: alex, dora and eewen asked me and juri out for a movie
3D HORROR movie.
imagine...
i just knew i was in for a 'treat'...
hahaha somehow the title was a bit misleading, My bloody valentine?
haha but it was seriously BLOODY.
even benny suggested that we dont eat anything beforehand
haha not that benny is brave :P
oh yes, thank you to alex who gave us a treat ! :)
it's really nice of him...
ju and i confessed that we didn't watch 40% of the movie?
so sorry to waste your money :P

then went home with ju's sms-es amusing me all the way...

Ju: Haha welli! Im happy for you :D bet you keep on looking at the msg right :P hahaha

Wel: Oh my gosh! You're truly my royal therapist..You really know what i'm thinking...i feel so naked right now...haha just kidding! :D glad that you're here with me...

Ju: haha that's why i'm promoted so quickly ah.. just call my na-a-me and i'll be the-ere...hahaha...

Wel: HOORAANEEE... where are thou? :) have you arrived home safely?

Ju: HAHAHA...you know like that my name looks like an elephant trumpet. HAHA. i'm still on my royal carriage. how about you princess?

Wel: -sigh- i'm still waiting for my "knight in shining armour" to fetch me with his unicorn..i wonder if he's stuck in traffic jam.....

Ju: Dont worry my dear your knight is out there fighting dragons and bringing home bread and butter for his beloved princess :D

hahahahahahahaha
oh gosh, if only that happens in real life :)
but save the butter, lots of bread and meat will do :D

Jurane's mini concert and our little outing ! (:

2009-02-22T10:36:00.000-08:00

went to watch juri sing a solo jazz song at an amphitheater besides Spore flyer !
and i was so glad she sang my favourite song, Fly Me to the Moon ! :D
haha though the music was too loud and drowned her voice a little bit,
it was still a spectacular show !
hahaha the diva-to-be is on the rise ! :P
somehow i just love to hear her sing...

well, jurane and cherie dressing up for the occasion !

[top] Christine and Jia Han
[bottom] Cherie, Jurane, Jay, Jay's friend

Us at the flyer ! :D
i have to admit the flyer was so pretty at night...

Us cam-whoring, in every ten steps we take?
haha cherie is definitely our promising paparazzi ! :P

in conclusion, FUN
we should have more of these when everybody can make it ! :)

SLEEPOVER at my house :D
that was definitely a new experience ...
hopefully i had been a good host !
hahaha
was supposedly to have movie marathon
but ended up watching 1.5 movies :P
and went off to sleep
hahaha we just need our beauty sleep huh ? :D

hmm i think i was the only who watch the movie seriously !
tsk i only realise they took a pic after i saw the flash :D

and that marks the end of my weekend !
work work work tmr ! (:

2009-02-18T07:38:00.000-08:00

On a happy note,
i love my working environment with juri, benny, christine, dorren, janet,lynn and my boss, jay! (:
though we worked on the same building, floor and company,
it's just so hard to date juri and benny out for lunch ! hahaha
it's either they act busy or christine and i are really busy :P
hahaha yes could fate please give us chance to eat together?? :(

though the job is really tiring and draining on the vocal cords
(not that we're doing any singing)
it's fun and challenging..
listening to people lying their hearts out :P
hahaha maybe i shouldn't do that
at first, it was stressful but after that you tackle their objections
and it just gets addictive ! hahahaha :D
may this passion and burning interest stay within me throughout...

ohyesh, now that it's 19Feb 00:09
let's wish my mother queen, cherie tan siew rui
HAPPY SWEET LOVELY NINETEENTH ! :D
hahahaha
we're really sorry for not being able to meet up with you but
we sincerely hope you could enjoy the day as you should be to the maximum ! (:

we would certainly meet up very soon for that alright ! Dont fret :P

2009-02-15T18:17:00.000-08:00

Congratulations ! (:
Best wishes to Ms Ong and family !
Did this card at the middle of the night...
Haha but it turns out alright :D
and my poster clour all has dried up and it's so hard to squezze the paint out..
that shows how long i haven't been touching art stuffs...
hahaha maybe i really have a passion in drawing and painting?
hmmm but is it too late to change direction now?
-sigh-

grace's phone, bean (grace's) and soya (mine!)
so that makes soya bean ! hahahaha
she doesn't like the name i gave :/
she wants sth like rolly (hers) and wolly (mine)
but soya bean sounds more "shun kou" !
hahaha because these two frogs are originally called the soya frogs (or dou dou wa)
yes, i dont care i'm calling them soyabean ((:
i like them very much !!!
hehehe of course, since it's a token of our 10 years worth of friendship!
how many people could sustain their firendship that long eh?
hehe maybe i'm the lucky one (:

2009-02-06T23:30:00.001-08:00

One more week to valentine !!!! ((:
hahahahaha still the same for me!

haha i didn't know there's an albino type for cockroach
cant believe till i saw one today !

i'm not lying !!

bro: mah, ni kan cockroach mei you ying yang ! (no nutrients??)
me: looks like it's bleached ! take picture!!
mama: quick i want to kill it...

2009-02-04T03:03:00.000-08:00

happy birthday valerie tan weiting ! (:

hmm just watched a jap serial drama, Beautiful Life
takuya kimura sure knows hoe to act...
though i heard his personal life isn't pleasant,
i must give credit to his acting (:
be it in Good Luck (shinkai hajime) or Pride (haru satonaka)
or Beautiful Life (shuji)...
he's brilliant ! (:
THUMBS UP.

staying at home all day can be addictive!

2009-02-02T07:58:00.000-08:00

Today is another day of relentless search for jobs (:
haha though i think it was quite unsuccessful,
i feel a certain sense of achievement !
no matter what,
this period isn't the only time for me to work and work and work..
but to experience new stuffs right ?
NOD!

yeap, so i'm staying up this late to learn korean !!
wohooo finally get to start working on it !
had been putting off the idea since As..
i really think the words are so interesting ! :D
hmm was trying to memorise a page of basic phrases but it didnt' make sense to me
so i tried singing and listening to the lyrics !
that's killing one frog with THREE stones ! (*pity the bird)
write, read plus understand what i was mumbling throughout the song ! (:
hahahaha

thinking about it, japanese sounds interesting too !
i shall embark on that too !
hahaha
multiple languages HERE I COME.

알고있나요
썸데이
꽃보다 남자 OST

난 햇살에 눈이 부신
싱그런 아침이 오면
사랑에 눈을 뜨며 노랠 해요
오직 그대 하나만 위해서
For You I love you only you
설레이는 맘 가득해
향기로운 커피보다 부드러운
나의 숨결로 그대를 보아요
아나요 그대는 느끼죠 그대도
가슴이 말하고 있는 사랑이란걸요
들려요 이제는 보아요 이제는
꽃보다 더 아름다운 수줍은 마음을
날 바라봐요 나의 손을 꼭 잡아요
행복한 기분이죠 눈부신 운명이죠
사랑의 향기에 미소지어요
난 바람이 불어 오면
살며시 두 눈을 감고
사랑해 주문처럼 속삭여요
이런 내마음 느낄 수 있도록
그대 내 눈을 보아요
설레이는 맘 가득해
마법같은 키스처럼 따사로운
나의 마음을 이제는 보아요
아나요 그대는 느끼죠 그대도
가슴이 말하고 있는건 사랑이란걸요
들려요 이제는 보아요 이제는
꽃보다 더 아름다운 수줍은 마음을
난 약속해요 우리 손을 꼭 걸어요
행복한 기분이죠 눈부신 운명이죠
사랑의 향기에 취해보아요 영원히
아나요 그대는 느끼죠 그대도
가슴이 말하고 있는건 사랑이란걸요
들려요 이제는 보아요 이제는
꽃보다 더 아름다운 수줍은 마음을
오로지 난 그대만을 사랑합니다

2009-01-29T07:25:00.000-08:00

샤이니 SHINee - “Stand by me”

Stand by me 날 바라봐줘 아직 사랑을 모르지만
Stand by me 날 지켜봐줘 아직 사랑에 서툴지만

너를 볼수록 기분이 좋아져 나도 몰래 노래를 불러
한송이 장미를 사고 싶어진 이런 내 모습 신기한데

내 마음이 너에게 닿는 듯해 이 세상이 아름다워
이런 설레임을 너도 느낀다면 부디 조금만 기다려줘

Together make it love Forever make it your smile
너의 환한 미소 가득히
Together make it love Forever make it your smile
이제 내손을 내손을 잡아

Stand by me 나를 바라봐줘 아직 사랑을 모르지만
Stand by me 나를 지켜봐줘 아직 사랑에 서툰 것 같아

너를 알수록 가슴이 떨려와 나는 그저 웃고만 있어
너에게 살며시 키스 해볼까 조금 니 맘에 다가설까

내 마음이 어쩌면 사랑일까 난 아직은 수줍은데
아직 한걸음도 다가 서지못한 나의 사랑을 기다려줘

Together make it love Forever make it your smile
너의 환한 미소 가득히
Together make it love Forever make it your smile
이제 조금씩 조금씩 갈게

Stand by me 나를 바라봐줘 좀 더 가까워 지고싶어
Stand by me 나를 지켜봐줘 좀 더 멋지게 보이고 싶어

난 처음엔 몰랐어 누군갈 바라보는게
아직도 내 맘 몰라 그대는 그대를 사랑해

Together make it love Forever make it your smile
너의 환한 미소 가득히
Together make it love Forever make it your smile
이제 내손을 내손을 잡아

Stand by me 나를 바라봐줘 사랑을 모르지만
Stand by me 나를 지켜봐줘 아직 사랑에 서툰 것 같아

love this song ! (:

it's found in boys over flowers (korean version of F4)

hahaha have been watching the different version..

i still prefer the jap one though the korean's f4 is much more handsome...

hahaha the storyline for jap is not so luo-soo

i think meteor garden is the first and the last episode drama that makes my heart melt...

haha xiang dang nian,...

2009-01-23T21:14:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !
hahaha i'm so excited! :)

the house is almost ready for the new year...
baked pineapple tarts, cheese cake, chocolate pudding, lime jelly juice...
hmm yummm yummm

our family finally got ourselves a quan jia fu
which we've been wanting to have but didnt have the chance to create one
so this photo is taken by ourselves !
hahaha in indo's house...
everybody just looks surprisingly natural..
but it would be better if there is photoshop to shrink my face a little bit!
hahahaha

and finally met all my grown-up nieces and nephews after so long !
feel so old now that everybody calls us "gu gu"

benedict ! :)

cindy ! :D

cee, ka, vincent, melvin and me! :))

POPO !!!!! :D

hope to see them again this dec ! (:

Baking DAY :D

2009-01-21T05:10:00.001-08:00

i really love baking!
especially when the products turn gooooood...

this is the part that i hate but what grace will love to do it for me
but she's in school, not slacking as i am...
so i have to do it myself... -sigh-

This gooey mixture consists of butter, egg yolks, icing sugar, plain flour and vanilla essence!

hmm this is almost done...

TA-DAA!! the DELICIOUS-LOOKING PINEAPPLE TARTS! :D

haha i didn't manage to take picture during the process cos my hands were dirty

these tarts are the "selected ones" which my mum called it a pass for public display hahaha

on last saturday, the husband and wife finally managed to go on a date!
haha ate Taiwan ice cream and many other things! :)
it's so good to see laogong again! :D
the many happy memories back then just came rushing back into my head :)
i realise our meeting place is always AngMoKio HUB...
haha no special reason but we always end up there ! :P
and we finally got ourselves a wedding ring!! :D
and with that, we shall remain faithful in riches or poor, health or sickness...
hahahahaha that sounds a bit wrong...
but who cares, life is too short to care :)

i can't wait for CHINESE NEW YEAR!! :D
now that my parents are here,
the house is bustling with life
and CNY mood !
i have to admit i'm a traditional person who cares about what's auspicious and not..
like the rice grains tub and any other tubs have to be filled to the brim (Jin Yu MAN Tang)
and oranges is a must-have! (Da JI Da Li)
so yes, i'm looking forward to this new year
again for no special reason...
maybe when someone is slacking at home...
you just need something to do,
i mean really something to do...

2009-01-17T22:20:00.001-08:00

i really love this picture...
we took it after A level Bio MCQ
the last paper that we took !
it marks the end of our sufferings and
...the beginning of a new life ! :D

[from left] cherie, bekah, wel, suri, juri and lave (:

2009-01-17T22:03:00.000-08:00

during the dec hols, i was trying to be creative and stitch this picture for pa ma's anniversary
but i forgot to take a picture of the final product :(
haha hopefully they like it!

so many things happened after As
i finally got my driving license !! ((:
it's the first time i drove a kijang!
not that i have driven any car before...
hahaha but i think i need more practice before i can have passengers in my car
parking is the most difficult one to master but other than that
it's all FEELINGS
haha that's what the instructor always told me
"de, pake feeling ya..perasaan itu penting.."
i guess without it, you can't be a really good driver??
haha but it'll be super exciting if all of us can drive
and pa said we'll probably drive to Bali for days and weeks
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D I CANT WAIT !!!

but if my driving speed is barely 40km/h,
then i guess it would be weeks and weeks before we reached Bali
hahaha

i saw this dog called muti in my grandma's house
it was abandoned by the owner :(
but i thought he was too cute to be abandoned !!
plus the name really doesn't suit his handsome face
i let you judge...

HECTIC days ahead, but i know i'm not alone ...

2008-09-18T04:34:00.000-07:00

hmm i think this will be the last time i'm blogging
bcos As will be just in about 7 weeks time
so exciting ! haha :D

so i shall dedicate this post to everyone who will be taking As at the end of this year,
especially the PROUDD clique who has stood by me no matter rain or shine !

hey guys,
i know now is the time to pluck hair, drink thousand cups of coffee, having backache as though we're old people and losing lots of hair (in my case)
but let's not give up !
no matter what the outcome will be,
we know we will do our best
and that is enough...
don't put unnecessary pressure on yourself
a little will do...as motivation...
as my dad put it one day when he called me long-distance call from indo...
"zhuo de hao you fan chi, zhuo de bu li xiang ye you fan chi,
zhi yao jin li jiu hao " :D

so let's sprint this last lap of the race
and "we're all in this together" :)

to suri, lave, cherie, juri and bekah,
thank you for giving me the support when i was down...
this year has been emotional for me with the several breakdowns
but you guys helped me pull through it :)
so thank you so much
and i'll be there when you need help :)
we shall have our mini prom ourselves ?
we shall discuss further after the As :)
haha as for now,
give it all your might !
up and on ! :D

afterprelims celebration :)

2008-09-13T07:09:00.001-07:00

everybody looks so gorgeous :)
just like lave said, we have something underneath our plain uniform!
hahaha...

we're really really sorry towards the guys
cos we took these in the toilet ! :D

it was a great outing, as usual
with the talking-cock :)
..the endless talking cock...

:D

2008-08-28T22:44:00.000-07:00

黄品源-那么爱你为什么

离开你是傻是对是错
是看破是软弱
这结果是爱是恨或者是什么
如果是种解脱
怎么会还有眷恋在我心窝
那么爱你为什么

(莫文蔚)
从女性观点让我明白地说
无论你是挖心掏肺
呼天抢地或是热情如火
不只白白惹人讨厌让人嫌你罗唆
恨不得没跟你认识过
你讲也讲不听听又听不懂
懂也不会做你做又做不好
哼!你现在唱个这样的歌你到底是想对我说什么?

(莫文蔚)
有太多男女就象你就象我年纪轻轻开始拍拖
沉沉地爱或者天雷地火
眼看卿卿我我眼看情海深波
最终日子还得往下过
你可以说我冷漠或是怪我过火
我倒要看你没我能不能活
你现在唱个这样的歌你以为我们之间还会有什么？

面对陌生疑惑肯定困难的生活
过去的日子彷佛偷偷在笑我
笑我的落魄也笑我的执著
也许吧他爱你比我多

love this, yes another oldie song :)

happy teacher's day...

2008-08-28T21:49:00.001-07:00

It feels good once again to recognise your teachers' effort and what they have done for you.
Cherie, Brandon, Bekah and I went back even though it's prelim season to celebrate with the j1s ! :P
haha the teachers somehow looked surprised that we were there !
just like what cherie said, we have prioritised and managed our time well to come ! :D
hahaha if only that's the case...

Here's the list of teachers that i would like to acknowledge:

Ms Ong Ruilin (civics tutor + maths tutor)
Ms Carol Wong (bio tutor)
Ms Geraldine Yeo (bio tutor)
Ms Tan Loke Bin (chem tutor)
Ms Jackina (econ tutor)
Mr Koh Seng Lin (GP tutor)
Mr Jerry Chua (pe teacher)
Mr Desmond Ng (DM)
Mr Lim Hua Leng (chinese lao shi)

:D

blessed to know them all !

taking a one week break from prelim ! :)
jiayou people! ! !

2008-08-16T05:50:00.000-07:00

Beijing Olympics Badminton Highlights!

Liliyana/ Widiyanto Nova (INA) 15-21, 21-11, 23-21

They will continue their search of GOLD tomorrow against Korea :)
WISH THEM ALL THE BEST !

Marissa Vita/ Limpele Flandy (INA) 9-21, 21-12, 17-21

They will continue their search of BRONZE tomorrow against China :)
BISA BISA BISA !

Though Limpele and Vita may have lost today against Korea, they will always be my favourite mixed doubles :D They are so GOODDDD that you just cant take your eyes off from their every moves ! I was disappointed at first that they lost despite winning back the second set but i am glad they have come this far ! :) It's really not easy...
You have always been my pride !

Now i really prayed for the other indo pair to win against Korea tmr !
At least, let Indo own 1 gold !
Plus, i believe they are GOOOOOOD
they just need a little bit of luck :D

it's so nerve-wrecking and nail-biting to watch them play
just ask my family or neighbours even...
the countless times i shouted
haha luckily it was not so late at night
so they cant complain! :)
hahaha

was studying bio today
and oh my gosh, it is sooooo dryyyyy
haha but for ms wong, i'll do it !
please dont give up on me yet ms wong :)
oh yah! suri and i have a little shopping session yesterday in school
went to Popular bookshop and it was the first time, i saw suri on her crazy shopping mood !
hahaha :D
we bought teachers' day cards and they look sweeeet...
they said jc 2 teachers are so ke liann
because they wont be able to celebrate teacher's day as the students are having prelims
but it wont be this time ! :) -smiles-

yesterday was a memorable day for me ! :)
i conquered 2.4! and finally get a SILVER after 3 consecutive years ! :D
i was listening to music that is equivalent to my 2.4 timing !
and the last lap, i was left with 3 min !
(was listening to "Run Away" by David Tao" by the way :D)
i was chanting, "oh my God..oh my God.."
then i started to walk...
left with 2 min
run again with all my life!
then walked again...
left with 30 sec and i still got 100m more to go !

i dont know what power came over me
and i thought i finished on the dot with 16.30
....
waiting for Mr Chua to say the timing
and Lord oh Lord, it was 16.18 !
WHAT AN AUSPICIOUS TIMING !
HUAHAHAHHAHA
so that marks the end of my NAPFA TEST career
...with a happy note :)
THANK GOD !

wohoo...i dont know how but i cried...

bcos i'll never have to see the standing broad jump mat or pull-up bars or wooden blocks or the track anymore !
i have graduated from mr chua's FOUR ELITES :) (which i thought it was FORCE ELITES when i first heard it)

I shall dedicate this post to PROUD CLIQUE:
we have come this far
this is the second final lap
we can and will conquer it alright !
if i can pass my 2.4 after 8 times !
i'm sure we'll seize and pocket all the As in the end !
as ms wong said, "dont be stressed..eat lots of Vit C, sleep well.."
haha jiayou jiayou ! :)

with lots of love,
welephant
(but i think i'll recover soon from the flu, so better think of a new name :D )\
hahahaha

2008-07-24T05:00:00.000-07:00

More than Words- Westlife

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I don't want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do
If my heart was torn in two,
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say
If I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

Is more than words, more than what you say
is the things you do,oh yeah
Is more than words, more than what you say
is the things you do oh yeah

Now that I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do
If my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say
If I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

it's another old song
but worth listening to over and over again :)

sigh. i forgot since when did i become a victim of canterbury! :(
i must really be careful with my words

went home with lave today
and we passed by 2 junior school rugby boys
haha while lave ran away,
i went to approach them and asked what's the name of canterbury
but hehehe, to our surprise
canterbury is not in the junior school team
-sigh-
haha we shall continue in our search right lave?? :D

today,
the proud clique seems to be on the "up and on" mood
haha we scheduled out our timetable
and promise to stick to it :)
we shall do that
and brave through the sleepless nights, coffee-diet, plucking-out-hair moments...
it's not going to be easy
but i'm sure we can do it :)
jiayou !!

HAPPY YOUTH DAY!!

2008-07-06T05:51:00.000-07:00

happy youth day in advance!
haha i should learn to treasure the feeling of youth :P
bcos in a couple of years' time
i would be embarking on a different journey
TWENTY ONE
hahahahaha

if you're having a hard day,
sing along this song
and you'll feel so much better ! :)

that thing you do, The Wonders

You, doing that thing you do
Breakin' my heart into a million pieces
Like you always do
And you, don't mean to be cruel
You never even knew, about the heartache
I've been going through
And I try and try to forget you girl
But it's just so hard to do
Everytime you do that thing you do

And I, know all the games you play
And I'm gonna find a way to let you know that,
You'll be mine someday
'Cause we, could be happy can't you see
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you
And keep you here with me

Cause I try and try to forget you girl
But it's just so hard to do
Everytime you do that thing you do

I don't ask a lot girl(I don't ask a lot girl)
But I know one thing for sure (Know one thing for sure)
It's the love that I haven't got girl
And I just can't take it anymore
(Woah!!)

Cause we, could be happy can't you see
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you
And keep you here with me

Cause it hurts me so just to see you go
Around with someone new
And if I know you,  you're doing that thing
Everyday just doing that thing
I can't take you doing that thing you do

or this,

Accidentally in Love, Counting Crows

So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love,oh

Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Because everybody's after love

So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming
All this love melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love

Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love

These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no

Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love

Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love

We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love
Accidentally in love
Accidentally in love
Accidentally in love
Accidentally in love
Accidentally in love
Accidentally in love

Accidentally

I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally

I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally

Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her

Love... I'm in love

hahaha
cant wait for next week
cos my dad and mum are coming !!! :D
miss them so much :(
it has been 5 weeks and a half already
and how did i manage to survive that ??
i think this should be the second longest period that they have been away
but we did it nonetheless ! hahaha

but as usual,
the house has turned into a place not fit for humans to live,
the food supply depleting at an alarming rate,
and we're almost malnutritioned ! "D
hahahaha

attended college day last friday
and i must say it's the first time in sajc that i felt the school spirit
it's really great !
almost equivalent to stnick spirit
hopefully it'll last till i graduate ey...
and i'm really really inspired by the seniors to do well
-sigh-

2008-07-04T23:37:00.000-07:00

today's supposedly to be a bright sunny day !
but it turns out to match my exact mood today ! :)
val, wenxu, lingyan, serhuiwen and i went to attend our recruit's taking over and the yellows' POP
it was certainly nostalgic and i couldnt help but tear
haha eh i'm not a cry-baby
but sitting there, watching the juniors repeatedly saying they love the seniors and they will try to bring snsj to greater heights
just remind me of 4 years ago when we (white badge) took over
i hated myself for not being a better aic or first aid nco
but it's all history now and i will hold them dear :)

i missed everything

and i know as i grow up,

there will be more things that i'll miss

:(

2008-06-02T04:27:00.000-07:00

today shall be the day when i start studying
hahaha no more playing
no more watching tv (except for miao shou ren xin plsssss)
no more blogging till 2 july :(
no more watching korean dramas till the wee hours
and no more fighting balls with bro

i cant stand myself
when i couldnt control my temptation
hmpfhhh

anyway, jiayou people !
we shall play again after bt2
haha cant wait for that day to come ! :D

2008-05-25T03:19:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAVE ! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE ! :))

it's so exciting to have friends' birthdays right after one another !

first it was lave's, which took place on 23rd may

followed by grace's, which is on 24th may !

haha so yeap, happy happy birthdays to my 2 darlings ! (:

i happened to recall this song and it brings back memories...
at that time when i could only speak "Thank you" and "i love you" in English
i sang this song with all my heart and soul
and my mum said the song sounded like some "lai nya ko"
which means along the line that it sounded as if i composed my own song..
hahahah so here is the song...

IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU
by 98 degrees

You're my sunshine after the rain
You're the cure against my fear and my pain
'Cause I'm losing my mind when you're not around
It's all (It's all) It's all because of you

your my sunshine

[Verse]
Baby, I really know by now
Since we met that day
You showed me the way
I felt it then you gave me love I can't describe
How much I feel for you
I said, baby, I should have known by now
Should have been right there whenever you gave me love
And if only you were here
I'd tell you
Yes, I'd tell you (oh, yeah)

[Chorus]
You're my sunshine after the rain
You're the cure against my fear and my pain
'Cause I'm losing my mind when you're not around
It's all (It's all) It's all because of you

[Verse]
Honestly, could it be YOU AND ME
Like it was before neither less or more
'Cause when I close my eyes at night
I realize that no one else could ever take your place
I still can feel and it's so UNREAL
When you're touching me, kisses endlessly
It's just a place in the sun where our love's begun
I miss you, yes I miss you, baby, oh yeah

[Chorus]
You're my sunshine after the rain
You're the cure against my fear and my pain
'Cause I'm losing my mind when you're not around
It's all (It's all) It's all because of you

Bridge
If I knew how to tell you what's on my mind(what on my mind)
Make you understand
Then I'd always be there right by your side

[Chorus]
You're my sunshine after the rain(oohh)
You're the cure against my fear and my pain(ohh)
'Cause I'm losing my mind when you're not around
It's all (It's all) It's all because of you

[Chorus]
You're my sunshine after the rain
You're the cure against my fear and my pain
'Cause I'm losing my mind when you're not around
It's all (It's all) It's all because of you

[Chorus]
You're my sunshine after the rain(you're the cure of my pain)
You're the cure against my fear and my pain
'Cause I'm losing my mind when you're not around
It's all (It's all) It's all because of you

haha as you can see, it just keeps repeating itself
maybe that's why i could sing it so fluently last time
ohwells, whatever it is, it brings back so much memories ! :)

had biology SPA today
and my hands already trembled when i was scribbling biological knowledge
hahaha at least, it's over now!!
NO MORE SPA, FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE ! :D

looking forward to clique outing on thurs and class bbq on fri !
but i'd better recover from my sore throat before i could savour those foods...
no matter what happens, i shall not disappoint my food and get better by thurs ! :)

Counting down the hours

2008-05-13T06:36:00.000-07:00

haha this is my last time blogging as nineteen ! :D
hmm not that there's going to be any change tmr...
haha it's not a big deal to have one more year added to your life..
it just means more wrinkles, more troubles, more expression lines...
BUT! also more friends... and memories !
haha i shall say goodbye to my teens..
and embrace the feeling of "old"
-sigh-
bu ren lao ye bu xing...

oh yea!'
the rugby team played their finals ystd
and the whole sch was there to support !
first time watching the game and
lave n i conclude that we shall respect the ruggers from now on...
they really go all out and even if it means getting fracture, arm dislocation or losing a tooth...
they still did it ! :)

haha they did a battle cry at the start, goes sth like
"we are arming for the fight,
pressing on with all our might,
pluming wings for higher flight,
UP AND ON ! "
that moment was so memorable !
awesommeeeee sia...

did a chem mock paper today
and ms tan's hint was "keep reading the qns!"
but no matter how many times i read, it still looks the same
and i think i left so many blanks for the physical chem qns...
-sigh- -,-
hopefully the organic chem ones can rescue me from the valley of failures :) haha

to erlinda:
happy birthday dear ! :D

hahaha

2008-05-06T05:49:00.000-07:00

hahaha feel so victorious after having done 3-hour maths paper !
:D:D:D:D

just talked to grace and she cut her hair too !
haha nice nice :D
really like a fashion designer sia some pple...
everyone seems to cut their hair because of the super hot weather! MUST BE.
haha and lave, another girl, keeps saying her hair is ugly
it's not ! it makes her look so sporty ! and cheerful! :D
haha pls dont bun up your hair ah girl! :P

haha oh yeah,
i was feeling a bit down after receiving a call
i wanted so much to redeem myself :(
i didnt do it on purpose !
and i really appreciate it that you call
-sigh-
hope everything turns better after the meeting yea?

lave said i couldnt go out on wed (cca time)
because we will be out saving the planet x)
hahahahahaha
YEAH RIGHT.
heard it so many times before,
but somehow it sounded hilarious coming out from her mouth...

i need to be happy to greet the biggest day of the year, right?
cos that's when i'm no longer a ONE but TWO
hmm very exciting...

2008-04-26T04:55:00.000-07:00

my favourite hokkien song for the week !

WU REN LAI ZUO BAN - "yi nan wang"

hai zui wei gan
qiu tao wei noa
nan e gan qing ya bei gua
wei ho di ka gua
chui bo ri xin ye bua
yi xim bo hee bo hua

hai zui wei gan
qiu tao wei noa
nan e gan qing ya bei gua
yi ao be an chuo
bin dui bi rai yee tua moa
bi huan li hap di xim tia...

haha dont laugh at me !
the song really makes a lot of sense
and very touching too...
:D

-sigh- i know i shouldnt be here
but homework just puts me off
this is my precious saturday evening ! :(
haha start tomorrow?
dont care dont care...

still left with gp essay, bio report, chem tut, maths weekend assignment, econ tut, chem mock spa on mon !
awmannnnn...may God be with me ! (:
hahaha i know He is !

shall make little dedication for someone each time i blog
and this time it goes to my long-time friend, AZHI !

grace:
hey just keep on movin' forward!
dont burn so much midnight oil..
it's bad for your health
and of course, the environment...
hahaha with all the CO2 produced right ? :P
i know you'll do well in the end
all your hard work will pay off yea?
i believe what you reap is what you sow !
and you sure reap a lot ! haha
we shall have a nice outing after your assessment and
celebrate our first step to becoming twenty ! hahaha
jiayou ! :D

hehe just watched "Om, Shanti Om !" with my sis
and she's supoosed to be studying...
but well, it's quite well-spent
bcos shah ruhk khan and the girl are so handsome and gorgeous !
it's like when you put cinderella and prince charming together,
you get a nice picture ! (:
haha but the film is quite unrealistic and exaggerating...
but it's okay, the couple comes to the rescue !
haha

yep i should be off now :)

SAJC Basketball Team Won ! (:

2008-04-25T03:06:00.000-07:00

hahaha in order to skip pe,
we went to support basketball match ! :P
me, suri, linyi, nicole, steffie, amanda and janice !

it's very sad that it's their last game and they called it "farewell game"
but at least they won in the end ! :D
so proud bcos we're leading by 10 points ! hahaha
i think sa is very badd
we only announced the stronger ccas like rugby, hockey, soccer...
and ignore the rest...
and only announce the matches we won :(
hmpf they shouldn't do that
because today,
i really saw their efforts..
even if they're leading the scoreboard by 10 points..
they were still working their ass off !
yet they didnt receive any recognition from the sch :(
haha so here i am, CONGRATULATIONS SAJC BBALL TEAM ! :D

today marks the end of earth week !!
notice the excitement in my tone...
hahaha not that i dont like earth week
but when you're working with a few dedicated pple
it's very draining...
anyway, o'm happy today and i shud keep it that way ! (:

oh yesh, i sang a hokkien song to suri in the morning
and she didnt understand a single word ! :'(
wellliaaaaaoooooo....
haha kui wo lian le yi ge wan shang :P
it's okay maybe God makes me strong in other languages like Korean ! hahahaha

here are some vocabs i learnt through serial drama:

wei-ku-de --> why?
oo-tu-kee --> how?
cong-man-neh-yo --> really?
chin-ca-yi-pu-da --> you're beautiful !
si-roo --> don't want
bu-laa --> don't know
kwen-cah-nah-yo --> it's alright
kam-sah-ha-mi-da --> thank you
bo-go-ship-da --> i miss you
yoo-bu --> dear

heh not bad yea? :D

shall learn further after As
haha it seems like i want to learn lotsa of stuffs after As
bake cake ! ballroom dance ! learn korean lang!
continuing my piano again ! :/
haha mum says it's very wasteful if i quit halfway
so i shall learn again ! (:

off to do bio spa and gp essay !
jiayou jiayou jiayou ! ((:

ACRES talk

2008-04-23T20:36:00.000-07:00

-phew-
earth week is finally coming to an end...
it's been a blast with all the preparations, staying back till the wee hours,
problems happening at the last minute...
i hope it starts and ends well..
you reap what you sow right ?
i gave my 101% but it's not enough...
i dont like one man's show
bitter sweet and sour, we should all be sharing and suffering together right ?
but i guess it's too much to ask for.

haha i'll wash my hands off everything once earth week is over ! :)
cant wait to rest ! and stop getting angry...
it takes much more energy to cry than smile.
hmm now i just hope that,
even though certain things didnt work out the way we want it
we're still proud of ourselves for achieving this far
it's not easy
it's only the beginning.
scale greater heights ?
i think we judt did it.
:)

on a happier note,
suri helped me establish this new blog !
ahahaha i know nuts about changing skin
so we used our 3-hour break to come up with this !
hahaha i like the giraffe, dont you ?
if only i have such long legs,
2.4 will be such a breeze ! haha
of course, walking itself is already fast enough !

to juri:
hey girl,
i know you're having a tough time with the college play, lack of sleep and everything
but it's going to be over soon without you knowing it !
enjoy the process alright :)
jiayou !

ystd,
i was teasing my brother
cos when i asked him why he eats so little and weighs lighter than me
he simply answered, "i'm not on a diet. i eat healthily."
YEAH RIGHTTT.
he's in denial !
hahaha so everytime he argues with me,
i'll just direct his argument to why he's anorexic ! hahaha
i feel bad hitting him now
cos all i can feel is bones and bones..
where is the meat ?!!!
-sigh-
i hope he's not doing it for someone..
pls pls pls grow more meat !
hmphf.

Happy Earth Day 2008 !

2008-04-22T05:31:00.000-07:00

hey peeps, it's EARTH DAY today !
hahaha i've never known it since i joined envt club :)
i'm very proud of ourselves cos we're so ambitious !
i mean from an ambition to a realisation ! haha
we thought it was too much for us to handle but hey,
everything works out ! so far....
hahaha cant wait for thursday's assembly
for ACRES talk...

this morning was a blast !
made announcement, luckily to the j1s only :D
and there was so much echoes in the hall
arghhh dont care dont care i'm done with it !!
hahaha and thank you so much xin ying for coming to the rescue !
i thought i was to do it all alone :)
-sigh- huan nan jian zhen qing ! :DD

tmr's sports day !
very excited cos some of us are running so some of us are cheering for them ! hahaha
of course, i'm the one cheering !
GO LOYFATT AND S12!!
heard there'll be musical chairs like last year...
woah that'a a rough game !
everyone squezzing theit butts for one chair !
hahaha ridiculous !

anw, to someone special who'll be "graduating" with us this year:
i'm so sorry that i couldn't live up to your expectations
i thought i could...
but somehow my best isn't your best
i hope for the rest of the year, i can prove something to you
and you'll enjoy our company and have good memories in sajc !
you've taught me a lot
and i enjoy our "army life" discussion
cos i was worried for my brother ! hahaha
thnk you for staying back very very late with us !
i think w/o you, the club will be so lifeless !
THANK YOU ! ((:

`PLEDGE NOW; SAVE THE EARTH

2008-03-31T05:31:00.000-07:00

never feel so screwed before
i thought i was in control of everything
then it just crumbles
just like that.

what's wrong with me?
having said but never done
feel sosososososoososo bad
no matter how i bad i felt
it wont be as bad as how they are feeling

i seriously didnt mean it
but somehow the message i put across says a different thing
so screwwwwedddd...

i guess the more itry, the more it fails :'(
never in my life have i cared so much for someone
and yet it backfired
i dont know what else i can do
one day i may just disappear
and everyone will rejoice...

Reflection day for me ! (:

2008-03-28T07:20:00.001-07:00

if only i can act more maturely...
i almost lose someone today
the feeling is so terrible
i promise to make it up to her somehow...i dunno..
hopefully God will give me the chance to...
i know He will (:

i really want to thank my clique for staying so strong together despite our different characters, religions, and even nationals ! :)) hopefully whatever had happened wont make a difference in our relationship :) bcos we will go work our ass off for As and go for our backpack tour yeah ! set already ! haha maybe not to europe..so X ! what about indo ? suri can bring us to batam and i can bring you guys to bandung ! so funnnnn...

i dont know what i'm going to do in SA without you guys...
before entering SA, i keep telling myself that i'll be a nerd with no social life..library becomes my favourite outing place... but after meeting y'all, i'll have to put my initial plan aside ! hahaha
so thank you so much for bringing in fun and laughter to my jc life ! ((:

though we may not have achieved our personal targets for BT, fear not ya !
we'll work harder..cos the only way we can go now is forward :)
after all these late-night studying, not having enough sleep, improve from failing to passing gradually..., we will reach our goals in the end ! we're all in this together ! (:
we're stronger than steel, copper, aluminium mixed together !!

haha my sis let me watch this earlier...while i was watching my da jang geum..
it's really hilarious..
if you've the time, watch this! :D
www.break.com/index/ken-lee.html

going off now to sleep and prepare to save the earth tmr !
PLANTING MANGROVE ! hahaha
we always have coastal cleanup but now the sungei buloh pple said the coast is clear bcos of many organisations' effort in clearing the rubbish
so we're finally done with the waste !
hopefully planting would be more fun ! :D

2008-02-24T07:01:00.000-08:00

the weekEND is again coming to an end.

this week was really packed with stuffs...

first was cherie's birthday on tuesday !
haha we managed to keep her in suspense until afternoon
and then we gave her a real surprise party
with "fruit cake!" made of real fruits !
haha cos that girl is so cautious of her weight !
so we've to help her maintain her sexy legs :D
ohwells hope she really like the presents ! (:

wednesday was university talk...
made me so demoralised...
but shall not give up like when i was 2 years ago !
i have self-motivated friends who will hopefully motivate me too ! (:

thursday was mock NAPFA test !
i'm so prouda of myself haha by the fact that i managed to do 7 pull-ups !
did 4 more than last year ! -phew-
so stressed by NAPFA, not because i care whether i can run or jump
but ! i want to get silver ! haha so term 3 i shall be free from PE lessons !
:D:D:D:D:D:D

friday was choir concert !
i really love the high school musical part ! (:
the last song was a blast ! :D
sat with nicole, amanda, thara and thara's friend (:
and mr wong was sitting behind us ! haha so coincidence !
oh and sa looks so pretty at night !
...without lights on and just street lights shining in...
woah the ambeince is so romantic !
but of course, there must be someone with me... or else it'll be a different feeling !!

saturday, bekah and i went to the old folk's home
and we realised it's a temple..
hope it doesnt go against the school policy
since we're just going there to help and entertain the elderly..

and after that we travelled all the way from jurong east to bishan
took us fourty-two minutes ! well-spent in napping :D
and watched jurane's performance !
she really can give pple goosebumps with her rendition of "A Moment Like This" :D
no matter what the result is,
she's a superstar in the making ! (:
all the way girl !

sunday, went to teach my 2 sec4 students !
they're so quiet and that makes me super nervous...
but until today ! they finally talked more to me :D
haha i think they need time to warm up (:

sunday night ...

is coming to an end real fast !

:/

2008-02-12T17:38:00.000-08:00

HAPPY Valentine's Day ! (in advance) :))

a lot of things happened since i last blogged in jan 07, of coursee..

but we shall open a new chapter today ! :D

yep so "maybe i should" continue writing down my supposed-to-be interesting life but it doesn't seem so now bcos it's j2. hahaha

Grace's and my family went out to Muthu's Curry yesterday night to eat dinner together
haha i thought it was just a roadstall
BUT it wasn't !!
it's, in fact, a majestic restaurant with modern interior design !
hahaha and the food tasted authentic :)
ate naah, fish head curry and a lot of spices...
haha if only cherie's here...she knows why..hahaha

oh yesh ! we baked brownies and choco chip cookies for valentine's ! :D
hopefully, they taste as good as it looked.. of course it will ! x)

p.s: yay suri! i finally blogged! thanks to your encouragement haha (:

2007-01-26T06:38:00.000-08:00

first official guitar practice !
haha i'm a guitar member ! yay :D
we learnt "yesterday" and it suits my mood totally
haha yep and there's this girl called melissa
and she was standing next to me drg bonding session
so haha the introducing part was simply amusing
"hey! I'm WELLisa and she's MELissa. haha i'm W, she's M."
plus a lot of hand gestures...

ohwells
but the seniors are very nice to us
they sacrificed their syf practice for us
haha feel quite bad lah
plus, i'm a slow learner :/
ohman practice makes perfect right??
-nods-

i seriously think losing means gaining

-sigh-

is there no way i can keep both?

i like the present but i love my past too

everything seems too good

and i just can thave the best of both worlds

2007-01-23T17:43:00.000-08:00

OH MY GOD.
i am seriously not
let's ignore the taggy for the meantime
hahaha

2007-01-20T20:29:00.000-08:00

haha ling's coming very soon
and yet, the house is still very very messy
ohwells parents are coming to town tmr :D
and i must say i am glad !
i was checking the rice cooker
and OMG
the rice has turned mouldy
EWWWW now the smell still lingers in the kitchen
i think nobody's going to touch that
haha no one will
except mum :D
arghhh we're really super super sorry !!!

had class outing last thur !
haha only the eight of us
we watched the blood diamond
and i know why it's rated nc16
cos it's really gruesome
haha and they said vulgarities every sec
haha -nods-
but it's really worth watching !

pe lesson on fri wasnt so bad bah
haha seeing everyone so shy in taking out their clothes
hahaha and i'll only take out when the pple arnd me did
and and there are so many cockroaches in the toilet -.-"
ohwells...
but it was fun lah
not as bad as i thought
at least it's better than doing pe on land
hahaha water's still a better choice! :))

poc !
ahaha i'm so happy !
you guys did sn proud once again ! :D
WELL DONE !
hahaha so ke xi, i'm not there to witness everything :(
but still, i can feel the excitement and pride-ness !
haha :))

oh kays, i think i shud continue doing housework
and change the bed sheet !
yay haha

2007-01-15T06:01:00.000-08:00

woah i'm not ever going to patronise that stall anymore
i seriously wont
i thought it was all a joke
but he doesnt know that it's time to stop
he sounds desperate, i knew he is
pls dont let me be a part of his desperation game
arghh i cant stand it
i bet my food has been added some extra ingredient !!
ewww i shall not think about it

haha i'm class secretary ! :D
dno why but i'm excited
hahahahhahahahhaha
i shall ask dior for some advice x)
actually i was hoping to be the welfare head again
haha but mr chong forgot to appoint
ohwells -shakes head-
hmm i form a clique today
haha somehow it just emerged
i guess it's lonely people met another lonely people
and POOF! we're formed
hahah yep got wang boon, qian ying, cherie, jolin and me !
we welcome more lonely pple to join in :D

will be having class lunch this thur
woah we're so on ey
it's like smn said," let's go for lunch tgt!"
and the class just shouted OK!
haha we're supposed to have it today but ohwells

went down for trg today
i was "planning" to be serious
but uh that val kept on harping about smn
and she made me memorise smn's no -,-"
haha but trg, as usual, brightens up my day!
haha ohkays first trg so far so good !
i shall go down more often
and learn new CPR from them :D
meanwhile, share some time with darl anne !
yeahhh i like that idea :))

i'm actually looking forward to poc
and now val said we cant attend anymore
so pek-chek :'((

there's pe tmr
and we gota wear sleeveless clan shirt
uhh that doesnt sound exciting at all
and swimming lesson's on friday
just have to wade across the pool for 10 min
and go back to school ?!
then they'll grade you accordingly
hurh hurh it's only like that !?!!!
pls plsss let me pass the test !
yes PLEASE.

2007-01-12T04:49:00.000-08:00

TJC :))
er i dont think i can write all that happened since 3rd jan
but it's been whole lot of fun !
with shum, deborah, hui shian, peishan, charisse, zhenqin and carmella! :D
though i'm still sad no one is in my cg, my cg pple seem nice and friendly !
haha so i shall make friends ! the more, the merrier !! x)

i just realised i have a cousin brother in tj !
he's older though we're of the same age
from my father side and simply put, i havent seen him since i was 8 or 9??
haha i tried sms-ing him
and he took so long to reply !
i thought i got the wrong no
but it's okay cos he replied 5-smses long
haha oh i was asking him about dance cos he was in it
so cool ! a hip hop dancer sia ! :D
and can see he's very passionate, tsk tsk
then he told me he couldnt recognise me too !
haha maybe somehow my instinct would tell me it's him
hahaha he's nice ! far nicer than i thought he would be :)
i asked my mum how does he look like
and she said," tall tall, slanky slanky and small eyes just like you!"
haha i think at least 68% of the guys in tj are like that !
hmm let the nature take its course !
haha so fun, i think i'll keep guessing and smile at all the tall, slanky, small-eyed guys! xD

hmm had guitar sessions today !
the seniors were all wearing their "temasek guitar" jacket
and it looks so nice !
haha i'm jealous :P
okay that's not the most impt thing
but i like guitar and the pple are nice too :)
i think i cant live without having nice pple arnd me
yep i'll surely die
hahaha

have been having diarrhoea since sku starts
jian le bu shao fei oh !
but it's really tiring and painful
all the delicious food in the world do not seem tempting anymore
cos what you put in always gets out
haha
i am so familiar with tj's toilet locations nowadays
-sigh-

oh oh i was almost late today !
but luckily there's senior who's late too and we're both walking tgt
haha and i said sth that i couldnt believe it said it to a total stranger !
haha
oh kays i said," do you think we can make it in time?"
i was expecting her to ignore me or said HUH ??
but she answered ! haha
she said if you see a lot of pple in tj uniform walking on the street, you're safe
but if there's no single soul, you'd better run !
hahahaahha
think about, i was so glad i open my mouth to ask her that silly question !
haha

cant wait for mum and dad to come
which is like i have to endure another week of waking up early, lectures and getting into the rain.. oh ! and visiting the tj toilets again like nobody's business
that sounds ...

2006-11-20T04:09:00.000-08:00

haha i went down for trg today !
hmm that nice nice feeling comes back again !
haha i think after today i'll be well-known for ahma hongkee
hahaa i'm the wife of ahgong hongkee whose hongkee sauce is better than oishim? (quote from val)
hahaha awmaann cant stand us, we're so laaame
but FUN !
haha poor grps which have to stand our nursing case which is like 20 to 35 mins ! xD
minicomp is coming soon
i'm so excited !
and i'm invited! haha :))
ohwells ALL THE BEST FOR MINICOMP PEOPLE! :DD
your hard work all this while will pay off !

the RAW are supposed to go out today but bex ahh...
hahaha oke oke she's alr feeling very bad that she's gona give us a treat !
wheeeee ! free lunch :P haha

and my bro went to work!
so poor thing !
my mum and dad went to look for him
and he was washing dishes till his pants was all wet
hmm and my mum went home and said her baobei er zi hao ke lian
zai jia li ping chang mei you zuo jia wu ! :D
ohwells he went home with his hands full of bruises :/
haha tsk tsk

hmm my mum has started packing the things to bring home le
and i got this exciting feeling again !
haha cos my aunts are fetching us at the airport too
and most likely we'll eat out!
hahaha yay

2006-10-13T05:09:00.000-07:00

oh man yeah cry it all out
and sweat it all out
haha the best remedy ever ! :)
haha val i can tell you that although you may have forgotten your nursing stuff but your reassuring skills still there ! yep keep up the good work ! haha :D
yep so she assured me that i'm not abnormal ! haha
i shouldnt think too much laah
or else how am i supposed to face her ?!
woah sitting in front summore !
yep she's so brave so i should wei ta gan dao fang xin !
she's stronger than i thought she was

hmm i think i'm tramautised :/
first time in my life to attend such thing
and i wasnt well prepared mentally, i think.
it's alright there will always be a first time ! :)

played with val, huiwen, shu, mersa and pei pei ! :D
there should be xuan xuan too but she left :'(
so we played frisbeee, badminton... some more of badminton and captain's ball !
woah so accomplished sia !
peiyu and mersa vs ahbeng and mountain tail
who do you think will win ?
HAHA it's US !
cos we keep changing the net :D
haha huiwen was the refree who lost count of our score -,-"
captain's ball is fun fun fun !
there was no boundary ! so all of us simply run arnd the 2 bb courts plus a bit of netball court haha
conclusion of the day : we burn A LOT OF calories ! x))

there was cca today!
intensive first aid lesson :DD
yay you can do it my recruits and sectwos !
hmm i miss doing cpr :/
i bet anne misses me too
i shall kiss you again after Os alright ! :D

oh before i forget,
happy 16th birthday bex ! :D

and
happy 15th birthday xuemei, wanzi ! :D

2006-09-22T04:38:00.000-07:00

haha i think i'm the only kepo sister in the house to be so concerned about my bro's love life
it's so interesting !! haha
i saw their class photo
she's quite pretty lah
and her face sort of shocked me bcos it's not the kind of face that i thought my bro will like
okay i guess wrongly
but she looks so sweet and friendly and uhhh...
haha i thought his taste was the aisha kind
cos last time he likes her -giggles-

it's so interesting
cos we played ths game of guessing her name right
and she doesnt have english name -,-"
so i start with the surname and woah i guessed it !
huahaha and finally after a few more struggles i know her full name
haha it's the name that i would want to name my daughter
hmmm so qiao
haha okay so to conclude,
i think my bro has some taste lah :DD

was listening to qian li zhi wai by jay and fei yu qing ! :D
haha i really think fei yu qing biao xian de hen bu chuo !
i mean it's his style
opening the curtain and he appears before it then sings with his arms raise high high x)
i think they made a good da dang ! haha

2006-09-16T06:45:00.000-07:00

hahaha i'm blogging in midst of exams :/
bad bad
so many things are happening
mum's left town yst and i cried in the lift after saying yi lu shun feng to her
in front of gracie some more
hahaha she looked so shocked :D
mum will only be back in another month
and i wonder again how the house will look then
haha and i discovered my mum has put a huge supply of food in the fridge enough to feed the Mandai zoo
ohwells we're pigs :DD

and josh is leaving tmr too
i miss him saying "we-li-saaa aa-yii"
though i think i'm too young to be called aaa yi
hahaha he's really one adorable chap! :))

okay i'm missing so many pple
you ju, you shan
zhe cai jiao sheng huo ba :/

2006-08-05T08:40:00.000-07:00

oh man cutting hair feels so good
and with my mum around to worry about my prom dress
i feel so carefree :DD

i promised i wont think too much again
i 'll be contented with what i have
because wht i have alr surpasses what most pple have :)

"one should be exposed to the harsh realities of the world
to understand clearly what living is all about.
if one should lose a part of himself,
he shouldn't worry,
i guess it's just time for him to have something new"

and ah yes i agree a change once in awhile is good
but i will still cling on to the past
bcos it has brought me more happiness than pain :D
haha i sounds so optimistic suddenly
well well
i don deny i have a good day today x)))

2006-08-03T09:02:00.000-07:00

let's see
i must have committed the worst sin to come blogging
haha just taking a breathe out of the CME powerpoint
i think karmen has done a great job
but i guess we're a bit too ambitious esp with uploading the national anthem of both our countries haha :))
wells wells, it's still very nice and eye-catching !! :D

after watching that 9 pm show
i realised i'm behaving like anna
okay maybe not so bad
but still i can uderstand how she feels
hmm maybe i'm not exactly in the same situation as she is in
zong zhi cha bu duo lah !

so my conclusion is:
STOP behaving like ANNA.
haha the sentence sounds like "stop anna"

my cough is getting better !
wheee hahaha
but my poor sis and table mates and ling ling have to suffer
aww mannn i feel so bad
maybe i shud bring pi pa gao and distribute it arnd
hahahah :DD

oh yes !
4 charity has done a great job in class deco !
haha i feel so proud
cos despite having me as the incompetent deco head,
we managed to "lin shi bao fo jiao"
isn't that our zuo feng ? x)
haha i must say we put in so much effort in decorating
thank you so much guys ! :)
i might consider giving them a treat again like chinese new year !
hahaha :P
so..
no matter what happens,
whether we win or not
it doesn't matter at all!
outcome is secondary and
the process is what we'll rmb for life ! :))
our last class deco together,
i think we fare very well ! :))

hmm the recess-es and staying back after school till 7 plus
are rewarded with the word "desperados"
i dno i just feel disappointed :/
bcos i didnt expect it would come out from your mouth
at least we put in our maximum effort
and that's enough :)

so now our classroom looks new and fresh !
we shall live with that for the rest our semester!

and let's end with a happy note ! :)
all the best for your first official cca, snsj leaders'07 ! :DD

2006-07-28T09:46:00.000-07:00

i think i'm being evil, mean and wht have you
i just feel good doing it at that point of time
but so remorseful after that
and the feeling just clings on

i can really feel the gap becoming bigger
or maybe i'm just imagining too much again
but it seems real now
and i dont know what causes it
when it was A , i pick B haha
and there are so many other things
that cant be simply put as abc

baah maybe i'm just getting my fair share of it
cos i'm not even keen to sustain it
or rather tired of it
it's just so mian qiang

arghhhhhhhhhhh
i shall just love my family
they give me less reasons to eat aspirin

maybe your bug has gotten into me
i want to be oblivious to the world outside
maybe for the time being

2006-07-16T01:37:00.000-07:00

POP may just be over
but i think my heart is still inside sj room hiding..
ermm maybe keep sailormoon company for the time being
hahaha
really it's over now
over
my sj life has come to an end
and O level life has moved on to the next phase :/
err why not the other way round?
haha

i will miss my 22 squadmates,
taking attendance
and expecting to get full attendance every time
i will miss complaining to dior cos there's no full attendance :))
i will miss callin out people's names in chinese
i will miss learning from lingyan how to pronounce her and yingjie's name corectly
i will miss flirting with dm ! :D
i will miss teaching my recruits first aid
and bombarding them with quiz !
i will miss my tou'er, XING XING
with our shared jokes !
i will miss telling her feeding time starts at 6.30 :/
i will miss answering oic "YES OIC!" with pride
i will miss looking at my cadets do pt, footdrill and activation
i will miss SO MUCH

though it has ended
i know how much i'll miss
and look back to reminisce the good times
and wo zai ye bu hui shang xin

thank you redds :))
for putting up such a memorable POP
and haha luckily we never experience any turbulence!
the food is like wow!
haha and the booklet, i must sadly admit, is the best i've seen ! :D
so thick and sweet !
yeah i appreciate it :)

thank you yellows and my recruits !
haha can see you all sing your hearts out :P
hmm esp the "greys we love you"
i'm almost in tears
haha continue to work hard and have fun in sj! :D

and i'm super super sorry for the very-late POP gifts :/
haha sorry me, jin an, sai and val are qt slow
haha hope you guys can receive it by combined pop !

hmm i wonder when will my cough end
my brother is qt irritated at night
haha hey at least i nvr snore ! :D
okay i must get well by tmr
or maybe the day after'
but not wed !
i want to eat all the good stuffs in the world again !
hahaha

2006-06-13T08:34:00.000-07:00

ohwels
last training today before i go back
haha and the sailormoon alarm clock rocks !
haha it's a good thing that i donated it to sj room ey
or else it would probably collect dust in my room
wah wah! hey baby wake up! come and dance with me !
yes. that wakes me up punctually for my PSLE exams sia
hahaha so i must thank ms sailormoon !

i just realised i still have so much packing to do
very good my mum sms-ed me to go online to list down what i have to do before i leave
haha
altogether, there are 7 things i must do x)
then suddenly my sis said we might not be going to the resort anymore cos there's earthquake :'(
i shall pray hard, pray very very hard
and i have to sa jiao to my dad
haha that sounds wrong but who cares
i must get my resort esp when i sacrifice my dear jtc ! :(((((((
hope nothing will happen ey
i mean what's the point of me going back then ?
-sigh-

grace's back!
haha and congrats !
they both won two categories, so bang ! :)
we shall do the same too on 9th july, right NA ??
HAHAHA

actually i have already missed everyone and everything
like i have never missed them so much before
and i must thank huiying,
cos she's the only one who says she'll miss me !
haha toopid val and grace who refuses to say that :P
ohwells
it's good enough that at least someone cares about my presence :D
hahaha

i still think the camp booklet looks very nice
what's more with my members's designs !
haha it rocks :DD

2006-06-09T04:47:00.000-07:00

SIX SIX SIX SIX SIX SIX MORE DAYS :D
haha there are 6 SIX in total.
i totally miss home
but i bet when 15/06 arrives,
i'll probably change my decision again.
-sigh-
you just cant get the best of both worlds
ren ming le

yep world's cup today !
wohoo!
haha i wana see that s.korean goalkeeper again
but i'm afraid he's retired cos he looks qt old four years agao
haha ohwells i hope i get to see him again
and i'll cheer for him !
hahaha :DD

missing all the fun is just part of it
i know i'll miss more than that.

2006-06-05T13:43:00.000-07:00

self pity is not the key to staying at home alone
watching lovers in paris is ! :DD
aw man i so love that drama series
chang da le yi ding hui mai !
haha

yep!
mum told me the trip to pangandaran is set
at least i get something out of this misery
and not sacrifice both :)
it'll be so cool
i will go back and then the next day i'll set off to another place
woah hope my body can take it man
hahaha
and after i finish my holidaying
it'll be JTC
and probably i'll be groaning at home
and start sms-ing people :D
that's the plan so far

i cannot sleep
how?
my eyes just couldnt close
and there are so many things roaming inside my head
have to get it done first before i can rest
okay counting down
exactly 10 more days :D
i can't wait
i cant live in this house
facing the four walls
talking to myself
and eating rubbish foods that i cook :(

i need companions
where are the daffodills?
that'll brighten up my day.

2006-05-30T05:15:00.000-07:00

aw man i feel so prouda myself :DD
of course lah being alone at home isn't a small feat
need so muxh courage, especially at night
and guess what, i keep hearing noises
but the moment i switched on the light,
the noise is gone
haizz must be i think too much
anyway, i'm prouda myself :D

hmm though i'm not going,
the least thing i can do is to start things going
yesh i'm excited
at least i'm part of the preparation process :)
it's just so fated
4 FOUR years already
not even a chance to sleep in school for 3 continuous days :'(
ohwells
shall put all my heart and soul into the camp booklet
haha BOOK COMM ! :)

2006-05-27T04:00:00.000-07:00

uhm i hope my presence won't cause anything anymore
i hate apologising
when you say too much of it,
the word 'sorry' loses its worth ey.

anyways, i sent my siblings off
yep they're abandoning me
haha no lah i caused myself to be in this state.
and if that isn't bad enough,
tmr my family except me are celebrating popo's birthday
haiss miss another family gathering
when will i have another one?
ohwells
but i know they miss me A LOT ALOT
cos they called me thrice using the airport's free calls
and my sis went online to talk to me
haha ahyes i'm alone with the maid
at least for today bcos she's leaving tmr
haha i conquer the whole house!!!! x)
not looking forward though
haha i shall go up to grace's house before the sun goes down !
aw man

hmm let's see
they should have arrived now
and it's time for me to eat dinner
hah they would probably be eating at mangga besar or moytung
ok ok i should stop !
i'm just making it worse

haha my maid just entered the room and said
"i'll be leaving tmr at eight.
but i'll sweep, mop the floor and iron the clothes before i go."
woah i was so touched lah
haha hmm that's what i called being responsible ! :D
up till today, i dont know what's her name :/
ohwells she called me small sister
i called her big sister too ?
hahaha

hmm today's supposedly to be a special day

2006-05-25T11:31:00.000-07:00

it is scary when
you start to have dubts in yourself
maybe i should not be.
i told you i should not.
what i did was wrong
but it seemed right to me.
i' shall not make anymore decisions.
you'll hate it too when you're being called what you're not.
sometimes, you just need others to tell you how much you're worth.

for now, i feel so little.

i know it's never going to be easy.
but it just pains when your effort has been misunderstood
i hope you will understand
but i know you wouldn't

rahh i couldn't sleep now.
the thoughts just kill me.
i hope they really do kill
your words are so strong that it makes me feel so small
if you can accept something like that, then i see no more future.
pple can just come and go whenever they like
it's so difficult. why not you try it ?

i hope you understand that i cant take it lying down.
the issue may seem small but you dont know how deep it has gone.
maybe i should just stop.
i'm going to leave anyway.

just last year
i promised you so many things
i really did my best
but maybe it wasn't good enough
i'm so sorry
let's not wait for the day to come?
just simply end it here.
sack me.

2006-05-13T17:30:00.000-07:00

hmm can officially go clubbing without hiding my identity
can finally watch a M18 movie
AND NC16 movie too ! :)
go and learn driving
get married and have kids

so to sum it all up, i'm shi ba de gu niang yi duo hua
haha :)) not really a hua lah.

ystd's ecp is superb
you guys rock, really
let's learn cable-ski one day !
hahaha

the air of what an eighteen inhaled tastes so MUCH different :)

2006-05-06T00:45:00.000-07:00

haha i just realised i'm still part of marine parade
and ms lim was, "yea i wonder how we are still part of it bcos i never see any beach around!"
hahaha is marine parade supposed to have sea somewhere ?
ystd, me and grace went to watch a rally :D
saw so many tchrs
haha and the crowd is so omg
haha but it's very interesting esp when we're like foreigners ?

turning eighteen. EIGHTEEN. next week
luckily there's no more friday 13th to leap through
haha and yeap i shall enjoy my last few days of being seventeen
17 going on 18, no more 16 going on 17 :(

2006-05-03T06:45:00.000-07:00

just walking with nair in the morning under the clear blue sky already sounds good !
what's more really walking with her.
hahahaha so glad i came on the right time from the right entrance :D
and plus plus, she's gorgeous in black not as if she's not in other colours :D
ohwells was discussing with lingyan if i should go down for assembly cos of sth
somebody pls warn my oestrogen or progesterone to start producing !!!
bcos my endometrium cant take it any longer
urghh i hate the feeling.

oh yes! happee birthday jeannie !!
haha our squad mother :))
hope you like the present from all of us !

no cca this week
val was counting down how many more ccas we have left
and i bet it's less than 5
and i wonder how someone actually want to have cca just bcos she wants to ensure she has 75% attendance
huhh so weird

mum's back !
and she does all the ironing meant for two weeks in a record time of 5 hours !
she's really a superwoman sia
hahaha and now the house is well, our stomachs are well-fed
what else am i asking for mann ? :DD
haha and she remembers her promise !
pizza hut on my birthday and her mother's day !
hahahaha so fun.

and guess what.
i'm going back after all those fightings :/
my hope of going to JTC seems dashed
i shall carry on sa jiao-ing
i dont care !
i'm not missing my last, one and only JTC !

2006-04-20T03:34:00.000-07:00

i thought it'll be just another ordinary day
but it is not !
thank you Mr chem wherever you are.
i'll surely do the same for another person and spread your kind act !
thank you so much.
not to forget, i have nair to drool about
she's so gorgeous, i mean it.
and with cao ge's music flooding the whole house
i'm satisfied.
BE HAPPY
AND HAPPINESS WILL COME ! (:

2006-04-15T21:52:00.000-07:00

hmm just send my mum off at the airport
and i didnt cry :/ my sis did
haha i was telling her not to cry bcos she will look ugly
ohwells we're going to be independent again
and while we're eating at jollibean
mum told us plans of having a trip to Pangandaran Resort drg the june hols :'(
but i cant go back cos mrs soh alr booked me
and i'm NOT going to miss my last june trg camp :/
howww.
temptation is really hard to resist ey.
especially an attractive one.

wan bu qu, zao bu qu
pian pian jin nian jiu qu

2006-04-08T23:33:00.000-07:00

arghh feel so cheap
i thought all those words could help
but you just took it as though you've heard enough
amd i was being redundant, once again
i wish i can just stop going that extra mile
and if you want to cry, let it be

i dont wnt to be so cheap :'(

2006-04-07T07:25:00.000-07:00

you make me feel so mao dun !
what actually are your motives ?
now that you're gone,
you make me even more confused
i wish you can come back and tell me what's going on
i dont like complicated things, seriously

i have an outcome
i really do
not aiming high, just a top 5
or maybe better
i feel like telling mrs goh i love her so much
her energy is really superb
and she makes me realise many things
"wellisa just do it. you know what you want !"
and i really dont want to see disappointing faces anymore
i want to make them feel accomplished !
i shall pass all my tests in term 2 !
physics, amaths. emaths, bio, chem, el, lit, history, ss, chinese here i COME !

haha it shall spur me on ey

YAY ! i'm very happy today because SNSJ
has finally fulfiled my new year resolution
which is to have 100% ATTENDANCE !
cheers for all !
i'm REALLY HAPPY AND WOW
haha keep this up okay pple ?
and i somehow feel proud telling ms ong that there is full attendance today (((((:
and i dont need to busy myself and ms ong up to call the pple who are missing
and it's really tiring to refer back to the main page to look for appropriate symbols to fill in
and i dont want my attendance file to be blown up with excuse letters anymore
and i hate saying hand in your excuse letters !
and i am really happy to see full attendance bcos it simply looks nice !
hahaha THANK YOU people

i shall look forward for the weeks to come
but time is really passing so fast
and i'm going to pass out soon
i'm gonna miss st john
i hate leaving when i just got used to pple calling me eh-i-see
rahhhh

dior says i look tired
and i should sleep
because i really feel down
haha

2006-04-03T03:08:00.000-07:00

TO ALL MY DEAR ZCOMPERS:

we are not victims of zone comp
we have gained so much
and i have seen you grow too
the whole journey was not smooth, i know
but we have roughed it out
and "smiled" our way out
i think that's enough for me

dont let this one setback makes you so miserable
know how much worth you have inside, it's 24 carats gold, pure inside and out (:

it's hard writing encouraging things
but i did it nonetheless
so i hope you will listen to me
wipe away your tears
get back on your feet
and move on !
it's not easy but i believe time will heal

it is not going to change how i feel about each and everyone of you
you know it
if you ever need someone to talk to, i'm all ears (:

3 cheers for snsj !

love,
AIC 2006

2006-03-25T00:53:00.000-08:00

NA TWO
my love, my pride

suan tian ku la
all the black, white and grey areas
we have overcome

all the way NC THREE, SIX AND TEN !

i know we can.

2006-03-22T07:29:00.000-08:00

being under the rain for 2 consecutive days doesn't work
i must think of a new way.

why is life so dull ?
i only know my purpose of waking up the next day is to hear the 2 school bells
one is the 11.00 bell and the other one is of coz the 2.15 bell
can someone slap me and say that Os is just arnd the corner ?
please.

maybe when things start to become routine,
there will just be an excuse to look for "new" things

dad can be naggy sometimes
who says only woman loves to nag ?
and it's really naaaaaaaaaaagy
aw man
hmm maybe i'll miss his nags soon :(

can i have my right dose pls?

2006-03-15T04:37:00.000-08:00

i'm so lousy
i didnt even know she was feeling lonely
i thought she can adapt well but i was wrong afterall
tell me what can i do ?
or maybe i've no right to do anything
bcos i'm just a small fry

and then come another thing
what can i do for her again ???
i'm so tired of giving, can i receive now ?
i want to be a 'minced pork' once in awhile

okay happy things !
me and ling ling did our bed bath for 9 min.. then 9 min and 58 secs
and finally 4 MIN AND 30 SECS !
hahahaa such big improvement!
so when there's a will; there's a way !
wheeeee
and i became the REAL superduper wonderwoman with the pantie worn inside drg fa case
so cool from casualty, then revive again, then treat casualties then diagnose then flag for ambulance !
hahahhaha my diagnosing is so rusty
i even mixed up no2 and 4 :P
haha but ohwells
nonetheless, i love diagnosing ! bleah

orh yes i cant stand val and her KOR KOR
it creates goosebumps lah !
and what topics can i tok about ?
"what do you like to do ?"
it just lands up getting the wrong answer, heading the wrong direction -,-"
haissss

and seriously, POP POP tastes good !
haha i tried all 3 flavours ! :DD
okay got corn, chilli and bbq !
haha

played taboo with grace
the stupid glass hour ends very fast lah
and my vocab is terrible :/
haha and josh is so nice today !
he called me ahhhh-yi
hahaha
okay actually i should be in grace's house doing tian's homework :x
but i havent packed my bag for tml !
hahahaha

hahaha

haha

ha

2006-03-03T08:26:00.000-08:00

my mum's BACK
4 days ago
and seriously, the feeling is good :)
ohwells
today's cca is tough and fun !
really.
...if only we have more time for first aid
then yingjie and me could have taught finished the 3 bandages !
hahaha we're ambitious :))
okay we shall do it nx time.
satisfaction, you see.

went macs and haha i eat a lot :x
forget abt all those morning jogs, volleyball..circuit trg
i'm just not gona lose weight at all
hais i think i have to resort to fann wong's Xando
it works isn't? the picture speaks for itself :)

okay i shall not complain anymore
and get on with life

the rain will cry for me and the sun will follow behind!
no matter for what reason,
i shall remain positive and hopeful.

2006-02-26T05:35:00.000-08:00

grace's nephew is cute !
now i knw how to be a good nanny or should i say, mother??
haha you've to be ready to sing lots of songs and your voice must be sweeeeettt
woah and i cant believe he kissed my cheek!
(((((((((((:
i promied i wont wash my face!
at least today ? :x

and i feel accomplished for writing my reflections and suggestions !
whhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeee

i really wish today is tuesday ! :(

2006-02-25T03:27:00.000-08:00

something can just go wrong the next moment
i shouldn't have interfered so much
what's wrong with me ?

uRGH
so much for blaming on other pple
have i thought abt my conduct too ?
conclusion: i REALLY should keep quiet

okay forget about that !
i was PC today !
woah so pek-chek cann
rehearsing for so many times
hormatting in front of pe dept
woah scarely ms lim is there!
she'll be laughing her head off ?
hahaha
but it didnt turn out perfect on the real thing :(
never mind ! first time PC leh :))
my command is still not as nice as my timing !
whEE ! so i'm destined to be a timer
it's cool ! i have bigger lung capacity than my leader ! :DD
hahahha
then after that have to hurry change back to pt attire
and be a judge ! :)

i totally screwed up another day
haha haha

2006-02-25T03:01:00.000-08:00

i cant believe my bro drew this like wow

haha though it still cannot be compared to the real one x)

this is levi.

courage the cowardly dog ((:

haha

2006-02-24T05:34:00.000-08:00

yay counting down to 4 more days
then i shall be freed from cleaning the house, buying dinner :P
haha mum's coming back to town ! ((:

i've been gleaming bcos my heart just rekindles again
and i get the feeling once again
hope this will last mann
i dont want to go thro another round of frustration and confusion
haha you just cant stop liking something even if it has its flaws
"it's worse flaw is also it's greatest asset!"

hmm cca on saturday,
which means we are going back to the normal 4 hours !
haha seriously, 3 hours is very short
cant even play longer time for bb haha
and should i address pple with their chinese names ?
i bet it would be fun !
then maybe can catch those pple who arent paying attention
bcos they nvr listen properly to their chinese names !
haha considering that my pronounciation is err.
ohwells i
i
i dont know what else to say

all the best NC teams ! ((:

2006-02-23T05:14:00.000-08:00

aeyahhh never been so screwed.
i was supposed to swallow everything
gulp it down and think as thou nothing happened
nah i ididnt at all
i'm alr on the verge of falling off
so screwed

i was late for 20 mins for piano
and my phone battery went flat the moment i wanted to call her to open the gate
woahh thanks sia
i've to wait for unknown passers-by to help me open the door
so screwed haha
and my piano tchr is so funny
she was wondering how come i've so much st john stuff ?
like my world revolves arnd it haha
so i told her i got comp
and she was lyk " erh so you march march lah "
-,-" hahaha

ohwells
i lost something but i gain another thing at the end of the day
if only i wasnt the one,
maybe things would have worked out
really i shouldnt be sitting on that position in the very beggining
i was bullied,
how uncool is that ?
thinking tht i'm older
oh gosh
i can just bury my head inside the ground

i swear under my chemistry book
i would not give up halfway
and so will you
if you need motivation from us,
we need to get that enthusiasm from you too
it takes two to tango right?

and i still remember my promise to be a reactive sodium !
no matter how hard the journey may seem,
i'll cheng xia qu

... so will you ?

2006-02-18T00:32:00.000-08:00

shi bu shi yao xian shi qu ta,
cai dong de zhen xi ?

aw mann i dont want any other piano tchr
i just want ms lim!!!! :(((
she talks weirdly today :(
says if i found a better piano tchr, go ahead
she doesnt mind
cos she might not teach anymore :'(
WHY ??!
i know she had op before
is that the cause ??
da bu liao i'll play the pieces properly
i promise
i wont make you angry
dan bu yao gan wo zou
:'((((

i think i've to make a lot of wishes for my bday this yr
haiz.

2006-02-17T08:42:00.000-08:00

Sec 1 ORIENTATION 2006

if there was ever a word that could describe today's orientation
it's WET ! :)
hahaha really almost all the games are wet :/
plus, the rain was there to spur us on on our mission in getting wet.
thanks a lot rain, so much for "rain rain go away !"
hahaha :)
and i'm in Group8 ! with val, kelly, ivy, weining and ching ting ! :D
our cheer rocks!

gong xi ah gong xi
BA ya BA da cai !
Group8 will win
kan le duo jing cai
o0y o0y ! :)))))

the start was good, we won in olivia's and huiying's games..
then dont know what happened
we started doing all the forfeits :/
haha and peiyu! your drawing is yi ji bang !
hahaha my small eye was tranformed into an even smaller version by Peiyu's Extreme Makeover !
i should have gotten merisa to draw for me
she drew the turtle for val until so nice la ! :x
if i could, i would have wanted a cow ! ((:

we losed again in debbie's
the words they gave us are hard except for the san ! haha
and losed again in ruixin's game
haha but i managed to answer michelle's qns !
grey badge you de, red badge mei you de, yellow badge you de, dark blue badge ye you de!
the answer is michelle -,-"
woah she a bit promote herself
hahaha
ohwells
and we had the last game agst dior lee's grp again !
haha
in the end, my grp ate up the jelly grass !
and i thought it has no taste at all.
haha okay let's hope i dont get stomachache ! :D

prize presentation !
so much biscuits and yupis and chocolates were being passed arnd !
woah they could not taste any better! haha
we must appreciate food magh !
haha i realised pple who appreciate food are the ones who become the victims of being overweight.
haizz.
i will never reach my target.
haha sorry to my club !
i guess you have to sign me up for a full membership !
:((((

okay get back to orientation !
it ended in a happy note ! :)
i hope the sec1s feel welcome now
and of coz realise that sj isnt a holidaying cca.
we have our standards too.
yep and
ohh mann we've a long long way to go to make them over into snsj cadets !
i still hold on to my faith in you.
go sec1s !
haha :)

eating at macs
looking at the sec3s
the feelings are starting to rush back
i miss those days, really badly.
can someone make it happen again?
i'll be thankful to her.

hmm happy 21st birthday kaka !! :DD
yay i'm the party organiser
the cake tastes good !
luckily, i selected the chocolate mousse
not chocolate mouse
huahuahuauaua !
aww mann i felt bad
but i couldnt possibly brought a mouse home for my sis to make a wish and cut and eat right ?!
ahhahahahahahaha i'm so mean :P
lalalala
ohwells it might not be the best birthday ever
but the simple gestures and thoughts sure brought some happiness into the atmosphere ! :)

i shall put up the picts next time
bcos i've finally found my favourite song
NAN REN HAI YANG by
Zhou Chuan Xiong

男人海洋
当我抱着你的时候
窗外风起黄叶飘落
以为是浪漫
原来只是有心在飞走
不懂情人心里想的
爱就瞎了也迷路了
想摸索什么
摸到了你手心的沉默
最痴情的男人像海洋爱在风暴里逞强
苦还是风平浪静的模样
卷起了依恋那么长
挥手目送你启航
到你觉得我给不了的天堂
温柔的男人像海洋
爱在关键时隐藏
而心酸汇集都敞开胸膛
做远远看护的月光
不做阻挡你的墙
我的爱是折下自己的翅膀
送给你飞翔

TIME TO SING, PEOPLE !

2006-02-14T04:19:00.000-08:00

i was slapped today
and that slap felt so good
i did awake finally
what's my point of staying back so late in school, rebelling agst parents ?

yes i want it.
no matter how hard it is,
i want it.
that's the whole point what.
haha

okay so yea,
i wont lose my "fake confidence" so soon :)
i know we can !
i must stress that
WE CAN
we almost did it!

it's not impossible.
we know what we want
do you want to just sit there and daydream?
no way.

let's make all our efforts be paid off !

hmm today is VDAY !
and it totally rocks.
haha i feel good giving yakult cos it's good for health !
haha and wont make you fat too !

how i wish everyday is VDAY.
this world wil be filled with so much love :)
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE ! :))

2006-02-02T07:11:00.000-08:00

i found back my smile.
thanks to you :)
really, my goal in life now is just to be happy.

i shall be reborn!

today is so fun.
no lesson, haha.
but most impt, wo zao dao wo ji zi le !

2006-01-29T04:43:00.000-08:00

yay.
my blog is finally reborn ?
woah after 45 minutes of struggle
click here, click there and clear all the mess
it looks better, doesnt it ?
oh wells... nonetheless!
i created it with own nengkan ! x))
hahaha if you consider that to be nengkan

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ! :))
it'll be a gooooood year !
bcos dog is a man's best friend ! :D

my chinese new year is REALLY for lazy people
sleep, eat, shit and the cycle continues
how can i maintain my figure like that ?
woah ms lim will probably signed me up for a one-year membership
voluntarily
hahaha i cant wait :x

nobody visited me, neither do i visited anyone
so sad, no life at all.
but as boon boon put it, it's a good break !
hahahah :D
everyone is in bandung celebrating :'(
i missed everyone, esp my house
for how long since i not visit it ?
hmmm i wana go back in june if possible.
bcos another one is getting married
haha :D

hmm taking hong bao from parents can be amusing!
first we've to say some ji xiang hua
and kneel down!
then dad and mum will say something nice in return too :D
haha mine's so dull, get good results for o levels and shang da xue :/
but big sis's so cool ! err "zao dao hao gui su!"
HAHAHAHA.
ya la she's 23 this year..should get a jie fu for me! :p

hmm we had steamboat for tuan ye fan
haha so weird!
and today we've gado gado (so un-chinese!) and satay
tml..mum's still cracking her brain
hahaha

okay i dunno what else i should look forward to :x
life can be so boring at times
haii

2006-01-15T03:15:00.000-08:00

(from left top clockwise, mom, dad, sherina, sherina's mom, tdjono dad, rendy, christina (rendy's mom), hendra (rendy's dad), tdjono mom, olivia, molly (olivia's mom), my sis, me, my 2nd sis and bro.

a 8days7nights FAMILY i like :DD

i love CHINA and of course,

these people who made my 8 days so enjoyable!

more pics...

GREAT WALL OF CHINA

bu dao chang cheng, fei shi hao han ! :)

HAHAHA.

-,-" err.